Dear blog . . .I just wanna let you know I'M SCARED

Thats right Im scared, nervous and mad more things. Tomorrow or today feb 19 I Yuri will be facing one of my fears . . . Districs , a wreslting tournament that is important to ger into regions and eventually AC for states, I havent been there in over 2 years and I have been perfectly fine with that. In my opintion it hasnt been long enough. I have good memories there ;however, I also have one huge bad really bad memory. This evil experience happened feb 23, 2008 (I remember da exact date lol) I wont go into detail but it was bad. So bad in fact that it still haunts me till this day. Forexample I am fully awake and dont wanna go to sleep because I'm scared and nervous of the fact I have to go baq there later on today at 3 p.m.(It is currently2:05 A.M.). I am going baq because I'm an assistent coach of my old high school team. I wont do much coaching I'll be more as a motivator and possible an example of what can happen if your relate during a wrestling match . . . you lose lol. Wrestling will be a very good friend of mine a senior looking to take his second trip to states however his weight class is super stacked thing year . . . and two other good friends who convinced to wrestling and have know then since I was 10. They arent as likely to advance to regions but I am there make sure they at least have a chance to . . . . Although this is mad random and have nothing to do with anything I just wanted to let you all know that I cant go to sleep . . . and hints or advice?!