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so today I took what should be my last calculus test for college, and i think I did extremly well. I say it should be because if I fail the final theirs a chance I fail the class. The final exam is next week and it is worth 40% of our final grade. In calc 2 my grade dropped from an 89 to a 75 becuase of the final so absolutly nothing is guaranteed until I see that I passed the class. Right now I have a B i think, my test today shout bring my over all grade up and hopefully I can do good in the final and I'll be done with the calculus'. I was extremly stressed out about this test becuase there always hard lol. But yeah one day closer to summer cant wait to finally get some sleep and not have to stress for a full 3 months lol

stressssssssssssss

I am becoming stresses out as we aproach the end of the semester. I have so many things do within the next week and then a week of finals and. . . then . . . the semester ends and a full 2 weeks of panicing until we all get out final grades. I think i have 4 finals but I have no idea when they are. I have a ton of assignments do but I feel as if I dont have enough time to do them all. I've spent the last 3 days in my room doing either a power point, lesson plan or excel based project. And on top off that I have to study for my chapter 12 test this coming monday. I know everyone else is experiancing the same thing so we all have to make sure the summer is worth is lol

so yeah 0-2 record and concordia on wednesday

just long again :'( i'm actually starting to hit some shots now getting back in the rythem of things but my serve still needs work. Concordia is ranked #2 in the country for divistion 2 tennis so it should be interesting. . . we should be done within 5 minute haha and we're actually playing them twice in one day so it should be about 10 minutes and all of just getting destroyed and aced left and right. both at doubles and singels. Tennis makes me miss wrestling because in wrestling wanted to win or having more heart can actually help, a random/ lucky head lock and allow the under dog to win. Tennis however is more mental, the better shots one hits the more confident the player gets and thus place evern better. And when someone is miss matched one lucky shot wont win the match :'(. . . the season is also very short but hopefully i'll get my rhythm back soon so i can make these matchs more competitive. But im glad im actually being active again, tennis has always been my layed back sport and i havent been playing for a while so it feels back to hit some down the line shots again :)